Day Seventy Three

14.3.11

it's a hard day.. feels like i wanna give up. :( 

*huff.. howeva, am trying to keep my mind clear, and be grateful for all things happen. 

"dear Father, please gimme strength to hold on." 

Day Fifty Two

21.2.11

been thru a 'colorful' day; a sad-happy-panic-relieved-giving-accepting-getting-losing day. 

"dear Father,

am thankful for everything happens,

that in the end.. it's all in YOUR hands

has always been

and will always be

help me to do what i can

to give up; to let go; and to surrender

and then let YOU handle the rest

for all things happen for good in YOUR time; indeed!"

Day Thirty Seven

6.2.11

fiuuuuh.. what a day!

woke up this morning with 'expected but surprising' message; that is the answer of my struggle. got unexpected appointements *yeap.. wif 's'.. and the best thing is.. the message from GOD was more clarified on today's sunday service. 

to be honest, blakangan ni.. lagi gambling sama Tuhan.. almost give up on things, give up on GOD, >.< but then i try to give up, to let go and to surrender.. easier to say, but am trying to do it.. to live it. hari ni, again.. GOD reminds me thru my struggle, that life needs the fighting spirit. yea.. right.. di ujung pemikiran2 manusia yg egosentris, in the end of the day.. i was reminded *again* that i am blessed.

Yes, God knows me

God hears me

God loves me

God is there for me. 

am blessed. 

"thank You, Father"