Day Thirteen

13.1.11

finalliiiiii... selese juga bukunya, stlah 3 hari. :D well.. it's a nice book. recommended buat yg rada temperamental like me dah. hihihihi.. if you're interested.. it's "ANGER by Gary Chapman". banyak dapet masukan dr buku ni. lebih ngerti lagi, maksud n tujuan 'anger' yg sbenernya tu apa. hehehee.. 

eniwei.. think i started this first two weeks in year 2011 wisely. hopefully bukan cuma smangat taon baru aja dah.. hihihihi.. 

'jiayou! b-gr8ful always!'

Day One

1.1.11

fiuh.. time really flies..

am grateful i can step to this new day

another new year begins

new struggles with new blessings ahead

yiding yao gen jiayou! \(^o^)/

"have a blessed new year, everyone! b-gR8ful always!" :)

Tiga Puluh Enam

bangun pagi dengan perasaan kacau. @.@

take a deep breath.. over and over and over again..

nyoba merasa dengan logika dan mikir dengan perasaan 

try to be gentle and humble of heart 

and learn to lean on GOD.

*makasiiih.. walopun berat, masi bisa ambil keputusan dengan kepala jernih. 

'smoga bisa tetep komit jalanin. [-o<

你一定要跟加油，幼丝！'

"Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, 

for I am gentle and humble in heart, 

and you will find rest for your souls."

Matthew 11:29 - NIV

berkat yang jahat? Be gentle and humble of heart!

hum.. judul yg aneh yak? :p 

well.. tadiny mikir mo kasi judul yang mana. but then i decided to put it both.. karena berkaitan juga ma topiknya. 

bole dibilang.. this is 'theme of the month'. why do i say that? well.. if you see my post here, i put a bible verse from 2 chronicles 7:14. before i put it there, saw that verse on my social network wall. then, last sunday.. this verse also came out. put an underline in the sentence ".... will humble themselves, .. then I will hear their prayer from heaven, forgive their sins and ... " BINGO! it's talking bout a humble heart and blessing. :)

bbrapa minggu ni, kalimat2 ni muncul terus. ga akan berpanjang-lebar jelasin, tp intinya adalah GOD's will to bless you is bigger than your will to be blessed. so, sbenerny kita ga perlu 'bersusah-payah' buat minta berkat lebih. it's provided a'dy for us! but.. to gain that.. there's one condition: we've gotta have a 'new heart'! Why so? karena berkat bisa sekaligus menjadi ujian, berkat menjadi berkat yang jahat waktu kita ga siap untuk nerima berkat itu. For example.. pemenang lotere mendapat berkat dari kemenangannya itu. tapi kala hatinya ga siap buat nerima berkat itu, akhirny berkat menjadi ujian.. mungkin duluny dia ga suka berjudi, jadi berjudi. ga suka mabuk2an, skrg ga bs lepas dr botol minuman keras.. and so on.. and so on. the blessing becomes an evil blessing. untuk bisa 'siap nrimo' berkat, we shud have a gentle and humble of heart.

brapa hari lalu, i posted sumthing here, bout abundant blessing i've gotten. well, it surely is the thing which GOD has prepared for me. for it's what i need not what i want. then today.. sumthing happened.. the abundant blessing became 'evil'. disadari ato ga.. sepertinya 'what i need is becoming what i want'. am not 'ready' for this blessing. jd kyk OKB deh.. *halah* >.< then i rememba my status i posted this morning, "juli, be gentle and humble of heart'" wew.. beneran deh.. masa langsung diuji gitu yak? @.@ asli loh.. begitu inget tu status, jd kepikir, koq bisa yaaaa.. pasang status itu? eniwei.. maybe it's also part of the BIG PLAN that had been prepared for me. ^^

right now, by the time am writing this.. pikiran masi rada kacau balau.. tata bahasa jd brantakan *harapmaklum*. niwei.. i learn sumthing today.. that GOD has provided blessings for me, i dont have to ask for more. 

c'mooon.. 一定要加油， 幼丝！

Twenty Four

the more i try to give thanks in all things.. the harder it feels.. :(

*makasiiih.. walopun berat, tp bukan ga bisa dilakuin*

"be strong n take courage.. 加油， 幼丝！"

September, day one.

Thank God august has ended well.. *though it was my month, tp hrs kurelakan kepergiannya. halahh haha*

it's september! new month, new day, new hope, new life!

Gbu alll~

cuc: for all the hectic days yet tetep komit buat be grateful, jiayouu! :)
cni: for the new jobs n still in adapting process.. :)
ewin: for the new semester n new year ahead! :D
che: for being a good new senior n light among ur friends there :)
nopita: for the job n every struggling you're facing :)
shandy and adiputra: for ur services n works in hand :)
suzie n novi: for the newcomers! cmon join us! hahaha :D

Dua Puluh

it's a hard day today.. 

ga gampang buat TETEP bersyukur di saat-saat kayak gini. 

dari bangun pagi, perasaan uda ga enak.. hari panas banget, masalah kerjaan wo bikin ga mood ngajar.. plus.. -entah napa- spertiny hari ni virus 'ga konsen' lagi melanda. from my k2 private students, my teen n adult english students and also myself.. kekny pada ga konsen hr ni. >.< but am grateful.. hari ni bisa lewat juga and am definitely fine. (^o^)

thanks to my dear bro and friends.. yg da ngibur dengan caranya masing2. hehhehe.. (>o,)

luv ya all... *bighug* >(^o^)<

"be strong n take courage.. 一定要跟加油， 幼丝！"