Day Fifty Five

24.2.11

it's a da** hot day! fiuh.. 

had 'unexpected' chats today.. nothing special and important actually, just a 'long time no see' friends 'tiba2' pada bermunculan. ahahahhaaa.. dipikir2, lama jg ga chit-chat ma yg laen euy. :p am grateful for that. 

and noooow.. am working. yeap! akhirnya stlah berhari2 ilang smangat kerja, hr ni bisa konsen kerja lagi. hm.. kudu kejer target *baca:begadang. but its okay; as my brain works better at night. :D

"thank You for another blessed day, Father" :)

Day Thirty Seven

6.2.11

fiuuuuh.. what a day!

woke up this morning with 'expected but surprising' message; that is the answer of my struggle. got unexpected appointements *yeap.. wif 's'.. and the best thing is.. the message from GOD was more clarified on today's sunday service. 

to be honest, blakangan ni.. lagi gambling sama Tuhan.. almost give up on things, give up on GOD, >.< but then i try to give up, to let go and to surrender.. easier to say, but am trying to do it.. to live it. hari ni, again.. GOD reminds me thru my struggle, that life needs the fighting spirit. yea.. right.. di ujung pemikiran2 manusia yg egosentris, in the end of the day.. i was reminded *again* that i am blessed.

Yes, God knows me

God hears me

God loves me

God is there for me. 

am blessed. 

"thank You, Father"